"JEHOVAH HIMSELF HEARD MY CRY" !!

[Queen Esther]

"JEHOVAH HIMSELF HEARD MY CRY"

Tears flows from my eyes
As I used it to pen down my pains….
And sadness as my paper
My heart achingÂ…

Loneliness is pain in different color
My life so filled with bitter tears

Somewhere inside of me Â….
Sorrow has over shadow ,happiness
And the world seems to be at peace
It never noticed my pains
And I was so lonely and unhappyÂ…

When will redemption come???
When will i have love as my sister
Or joy as my brother
Even happiness as my family

Will I ever be happy?
I tried to look back on memories
Hoping to be happyÂ…

Why
Why do I have to be aloneÂ…?
Why so many pains ?
Why must I shed these tears?
So many times I tried to create my own little world
But it always come crashing down

Maybe coz I donÂ’t have faith as my foundation
Nor love as my bricks
Not even peace as my building materialsÂ….

I have the voice,
I called out, to the world
But no one answers
The world seems deaf…  to my calls
And again I call silently
For in my heart I was shouting outÂ….

And I cried out againÂ….
Jehovah God…  himself heard my cry
Coz I have nowhere to turn toÂ….
For though I canÂ’t see you
But in my heart I feel you
For your sake, I survive this world
To you I own my allÂ….
To have lived ,till this day Â…is not by my makingÂ….

And on my kneels
I wentÂ….
Silently pouring out my heartsÂ…
For I go speechless
But you know my hearts desiresÂ…

My depression ,youÂ’ve seen
My painsÂ…you knowsÂ…
My painsÂ…not hidden from your faceÂ…

And then like a flash
He show meÂ…what he had in store for meÂ…
And he console me and sayÂ…..
DonÂ’t worry my dearÂ…
And just a little longer, and the wicked ones
Will be on moreÂ….and you will certainly give
attention to his place, and he will not be,,,(psalms37vs10)
and He sayÂ…look at all that I promise youÂ….
For I have not hid them from your faceÂ….

And I lookedÂ….and sawÂ…thatÂ…very soon
No residents will say ,I am sick(Isaih 33vs 24)
At that time the eyes of the blind one will be opened
The very ears of the deaf ones will be unstopped
At that time the lame one will climb up just
As a stag does
And the tongue of the speechless one will cry out in gladness(Isaih35vs5,6)

And now Â….i am smiling
My face glitters with happiness
And I look further and saw the part that makes my heart skipÂ….
It reads:
Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming
In which all those in the memorial tombs will hear
His voice and come outÂ…(john5vs28,29)
And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes
And death will be no more, neither will mourning
Nor outcry, nor pain be anymoreÂ…(Rev.21vs4)

And tears roll down my cheeks
And I smiledÂ…..
For this tears of mineÂ….
DidnÂ’t taste salty but sweet
it was full of hope..and joy
and a relieve to my soulÂ….

Then he sayÂ….
Arise my daughter
“for I Jehovah your God, am grasping
Your right hand Â….the one saying to you
Do not be afraid .I myself will help youÂ….(Isaih 41vs13)

And thatÂ’s the sweetest of all wordsÂ….
Coz nowÂ… I have everything doubleÂ…
Mother
Father
Sister
Brother
One big happy family…  I have….

And the world ,began to wonderÂ….
‘’why is she sooo happy?
And one said to the otherÂ…
She is one of JEHOVAH’S WITNESSES  (Isaih 43vs10)

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